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dag nabit how many times must i try to load this picture?

2006-07-31T14:20:00.000-04:00

:: The Auditorium emptied as the members of the audience reflected on the Ideas discussed. There were finding that had eluded the Federation

2006-07-29T01:25:00.000-04:00

:: The Auditorium emptied as the members of the audience reflected on the Ideas discussed. There were finding that had eluded the Federation for centuries. The cure for space madness solved. The equation for the universe had been solved. Travel to alternate realms was soon to be developed as a result. They were setting up a science station where these dimensions could be studied. Exploration of inner and outer dimensions were created in parallel. ::

at lost island dynamics threshold

2006-06-25T02:47:00.000-04:00

four of the the best intuitive livid criss crosses acrost the ocean turns the even toasts of life and life less the idea of real necessity when the only thinking left is obscure patterns of lifeless evolution as a diagram on nonsensical drama when things get worse that there is nothing left to see inside the mind of liesoil deoderant very ver e well i cant go much further for there is nothing there but still ness and noise and silent dripping into the empty pit of dispare or of delusions of desperation and forces that make things change when they need to go into the noisiness of perfection and non perfection awe between the two yet not between anything because there is nothing there there never was is are and could have been seen to view like i fold my legs and I bend the world around my eyes into the calms of the storms epitaph or a sore that does not have a soul and sold the money to you for a price that cost my mind to explane the nothing it is not nor ever is could have been turning into the eyes of light and drama dark boring yet bored and not known

image work

2006-04-15T07:43:00.000-04:00

some past art of oil

2006-04-11T17:10:00.000-04:00

works in progress

2006-04-11T16:24:00.000-04:00

this one is finished for now below

the stryrophome that would

2006-04-11T07:38:00.000-04:00

some older images

2006-04-11T05:32:00.000-04:00

latest photoshop

2006-04-10T21:42:00.000-04:00

one unit of hydrogen and oxygen pasta

2006-04-09T08:29:00.000-04:00

any way that is inspirited dimitless candles

they all look the same after a while

2006-04-02T04:00:00.000-04:00

still more recent images

2006-04-02T03:23:00.000-04:00

some more pictures??

2006-04-02T00:09:00.000-05:00

something else to look at

2006-04-01T23:02:00.000-05:00

some pictures of the day

2006-04-01T20:39:00.000-05:00

some pictures

2006-04-01T18:32:00.000-05:00

the latest oils ive done

2006-03-31T12:03:00.000-05:00

The John Cageblog

2006-03-28T17:47:00.000-05:00

The John Cageblogjust checking

rebooted the bottom

2006-03-22T10:23:00.000-05:00

I have restarted the epic play called life by returning into a troll that collects letters written but not sent to me. The medicine took to long to wait till it was better get that food that makes dinner a winner. My bank is blank and wishes I was too. Just checking in on the things that were first inline and last to see and be seen. Talking of things that could have been really long in the life of time. The Moon…. In the throat of a giraffe was the leaf of love down by the light of life. Falling birds flying worms snow that went soundless boundless echoes into my windowpanes of little trees that are free for being alive… video sounds of a tape that broke the blanks between the lines of new artists escaping from the sylum even out of alignment together gathered into a fun store.
Creeping the steeping tea leaves down the drain o my nose in plain sight of the night that was ready to grow into the love above the night where we stare at the last echoes into the drama called dream questions above the glow and the after glow when the snow was so bright like specks of rainbows falling from the sky each perfect yet melting into the after images like pictures flowing beyond lies and beyond the skies…

the dummy i am

2006-03-19T06:26:00.000-05:00

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 7/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

very well

2006-03-08T10:56:00.000-05:00

there is a beginning and an end. a means to an end of existence and an existence of that beginning. redundant redundant redundant exposure to the cosmic void levels the mind set into non-existence where featureless creatures that create the nightmare called self-will.... the walls know me by name the chair asks to be sat in again as the colors with there burning thoughts echo into my eyes and make my mind bleed till the taste of the sounds overwhelms and explodes into the second supernova where... here there are concepts floating into the mind stream as the relative river of life meets another river and disappears into the ocean called infinite nothingness... even still there is more movement to describe and that is all that is left... all things consider what is not real more than actual reality hence the human errs again.... actualizing something else into reality distorts the minds filter through which everything can evolve but does not as again a choice of self-will dominates perfections flaws in life called by name and number alike they try to evoke their own presence into false definitions and predetermined nonsense.... the unorganized mind waves of creatures so human it hurts themselves into thoughts of pain and hedonism where everything happened because they wanted it to... We say to you as you say to us listen to my words in your mind and the virus of This word is multiplied into 2 too

and again i send fractals

2006-02-26T05:24:00.000-05:00

re sent fractals

2006-02-26T04:52:00.000-05:00

latest fractals

2006-02-26T04:24:00.000-05:00

tl ed fa.s stoned to death€€€

2006-02-05T10:51:00.000-05:00

dying the tide in colors too true to be real existences of infinite man and woman alike are divined into the ripples of life slivers of time ripping my mind apart into my apartment that follows us everywhere we go they say there hallucinations for what that is worth but where do the rainbows bend there arrows of rain beyond the real ??? if that is more fingers typing then the free remind me to cry again and I might remind me not to feel anymore and I might remind expanded poison in my brain where the color drops out of nothing ness to feel my skin break and crack like glass in the sands of an hour glass that breaks in the sands of our glasses the rake the likely forms of void and void less escapes into infinite hours often not seen or heard but explained by taste or touch where the valleys run and the orifice is a office to go to work in when there is no hate when there is who we know be cause we know everyone else but you?

links to mp3's xoet's music

2006-02-02T07:44:00.000-05:00

dont smoke that next smoke that is what i keep telling myself it has been since friday the 13th when my wife left that i had my last smoke she sorta helped in keeping me smoking but it was me that put the smoke to my mouth and breathed in so that just goes to show that i should of been quit while she was here.

An oil painting above an acrylic painting

2006-01-29T13:23:00.000-05:00

notice the musical scores in the back ground---yep had to come up with my own kinda music staff for the music i write.....

Put painting on top of another

2006-01-29T13:11:00.000-05:00

the painting on top is called red dream the other one is from the nineties I've some how keep it around that long none of my friends wanted the brush on the painting painting but thinking about selling the painting on top of the painting

sun in sky's reflection on wall

2006-01-29T08:10:00.000-05:00

this game I am fooling around with

2006-01-02T15:07:00.000-05:00

ever present looks confused

happy image editing in windows

2006-01-02T14:17:00.000-05:00

i did a gimp in with this image of my self
too bad i cant put the movie up here ahh well

as I paint

2005-12-28T11:59:00.000-05:00

6/26/2000 11:11pm

2005-12-28T11:26:00.000-05:00

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2005-12-28T11:06:00.000-05:00

5-18-98 9:49 p.m.

As I loosen eight new colors that didn't exist it begins bad smell that existed between dimensions melts away to form 2000 Thompson goes incomes again secret focuses on energy bends are roles to a negative closet run of technical or colors and as I eat more and more or the distance between intervals I lose the closeness of everything together in existence to ship by a unique sound of fluid scorn did with waiting off his again there is that flawed as mine spirits camera breaks toasters attack and greed and an 8 banded of jelly stains is placed on my mind program purple cello truce smile of that infant truck explodes dwell simple discovery of the temperature in in the rivers of our back your its spasm effects from Mars bad in full trading out local take the land strain to the test site and experiments quick fought outside without a bathroom then that is a piece did bond in the free as leaks of more and rainbow windfall love is true yet not know gate boom beating face forgot you were rid in blue Tom cat bytes around the circles hard moments by indexed order of level people around the shadows discussed exposure to spirits broke in camera and the thought down the stairs looking for open closets to close the orders while falling in this guy up to it now here there is a place tomorrow has said touch forever then explain it to yourself like an temper can post with yellow cello makes mentors dwell again spare the detail for people of purple and expose of the level in the circles to hamper 10 then amended by a logical philosophies close out the big tell 10:19 p.m.

But 10:52 p.m.

And then began the true full of knowledge gets smaller and expands total forced but the fell only takes the way out go to a sound to now own mind in the figures spelled her about the end in music, be done further heart matters about left eat sneakers truck Job made great of handles for the news core or four pickles but in the call us benefits are one coming together again then happy solitude between top-of-the-line of this page K. H.

5-19-98 11:11 p.m.

Living in this tired body going past times I've forced it if to die slowly in death, no width and without these sheltered disappoint view living for the end death is no land pieces of life's scattered in my shattered mind IM who are one to be I could have been anybody yet they will buy a 8 boots stool to sit on in the infinite tests thus they'll make it true to spare head from on body that full to the side of debt making notes seen them and call after me my year pressed oat to the pink, the point is so small is meaningless yet it must be made close section plate part to get out but it never happens spoof off the spell falls we say Tuesday here in this abyss swirl out of control frequent mistakes oblivion to my soul search for loaded endless black nights of color together let me out of my mind I'm not human yet cursed to get get a lot in my suffering at you admire yet I still suffered intensely intense pain of the motions confusion exposure and rainbow a butterfly staying us burn/burn the mind of fires white colors white exposure in the pleasure of pain

Eat in and eight 11

2005-12-28T11:04:00.001-05:00

Eat in and eight -- 11 perish -- 97 -- -- 2:50 a.m.

Centered space a package of timing aspects

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Chip that rock in its hard place and food what's left in the glance plate cake pose for the picture and smile on film chronic relies and fear the other

Otherwise you know how to dock a said to work BOOL a lifetime to judge yourself you love you so the least a wall raw you know what is not to cool to pay

Exposed to your fall I grew with high split your live by spitting on me I cry sounds like you no one know you no known spilled color on the bottle to be the

View well and lose too long it is a small new reality uses shapes make things are really an scared of fire in pain that lie in online is finished wiser than that to commit to comment

Say the well of cry for my eyes had seen newly thought to cool would be clean well pages laws to the conformity and now junkies heat pain and love insanity

811 97 3:21 a.m.

Tears this say goodbye to another paths to think of her in a passes drain forever she is go many in every member and along it is so large to say goodbye forever

A familiar place to do so small chill just to wish for me to see you again think the on a stone from the moon IC you there it is an I remember her well the

Rocks to break again to large to place she is in love with him in you know he loves no one but the memories when it thought of view you knew me I have ideas that changes fast as I write what I say he on page team can tell you who was riding now been sheets Des Atlas move of that loads seen

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How many things seem real what are not real to in a sense that town of nothing they are specific Des sensations to you are much more to me slanted in Dole's of the curve in the unit for its new

Tears a place for all para-low lines me the next place you to it is parallel planes from forms years skiers if the airs a spiral staircase leads me further to to be found object remains real I cannot force reality to change again again is not real to know what's small than

To touch the thought of the God so much as happened sense and transparent me how these appearing disappear soaked in the inevitable of visible light the envelope was closed concealed those suit touches are exposed to avoid sensing the change to have been at once I grow all done by remembering anything has you from the past remains there yet what you blend in and this curve to freedom from nothing if everything but everything is still nothing began sense which are no know you were real 5:40 a.m. to

I am but the two or

2005-12-28T11:04:00.000-05:00

I am but the two or 92197 3:05 p.m.

And the door to be opened or closed you close me when you are not well and peaked through the craft to see you know now when to going, this is when you think you're better the crack its wonder and opened to see are assured is to be if you will combat through me do but forget to close the things and calm and go after you stand for while thin visit them go elsewhere

92597 0001 a.m. as prices

Pieces of my life are scattered about me I try to resist but can anymore it is pointless de novo IM 1 a.m. and what I in doing should I care as it matters to them the try his bomb might when the rainbow waterfall explodes them on mind I remember that my body pieces on the floor his scattered across the universe time again to bring the universe together again to explode but can I do it won more time or should even try who are you the judge my thoughts on ideas you don't want me to write this anymore do you use to me from coming together in his dream of reality which you stop here on reality from forming again and again should you expect me to explain your point to myself 41 to know me better that the real as if you were me and yet I am not you you know me not you but those your strengths fuel know weakness balance experience of the new now here and everywhere is the focus seen loose with yet awake and free everyone is with us alone exposed to the dark to light and the light to dark mix-and-match green me with a smile as if I do not know you to be this thing to Hall's dealing a reality from you can you can stop me I know you to well yet I am not you boat why repeat myself you grow slowly in 19 explain that you to everyone do not care for I know the two

102897 112597

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2005-12-28T11:03:00.001-05:00

8 -- 11 -- 97 space the 2:25 a.m.
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Disappointed in that color you think in when William change this smell of time that pre-ease head of the motions remain one null life ever placed here could know him
7/9/00 1:20:02 PM

Broken beyond repair

2005-12-28T11:03:00.000-05:00

Broken beyond repair 1110 1999 10:40 p.m. lose eye AIDS

Slick takes a day to strip of its art stead that opens stock in tomorrow waits there standing in gold pieces for your toys for an our soon bags make a comeback after two many days away spun tears smells like very even if you want to new sons on the horizon breaking the dawn today courses in clowns take to the deal on all I've made of the even at a box of bowls boot of peaks into a phone backpack touches a frog for food to hold in down pack to sell too long to wear on a head of mice money ball earns on my foot with salt colors of golden red bright spoon cup and told better to get lost in another day Dundee goes Big Ten dies away from home in his path pack on moves a couple of pleasant pennies too far sounds colors makes the Pittsburgh pool waters in. fix or do before next cotton condo partners away the t talk seems left over the dropping rainbow sell what the words bombed never given up to the fall who didn't hear a soft God crust did over my fun but cooler off 8 8 10 to tune be it as July at old men to top of the the latter and made a warped gold sheets north sent us history by way of phone revision jobs started structures of family food baked on the opened fire in daily

1111 1999 to a throughout 11 a.m. 11:11 a.m. to 11:11 p.m. Tuesday and one season color

50 and one to get the rest later when it began split and head makes the West grader at then a young repeal a pair of great gel takes group to buy size three falls the fast away out of going butter figures crack goals of fire break the wall sound I hear another dead man weakened self today said to milk stuff with floats and pure time co-op props in each what I won't see in my wrote that looked to last of pressed pants and notice that the mistake down by the borders between edged guess and we in Joe Joe God in golden frost spread to the end of the hall of clouds yes before broken the left to win of a law sound Bowman choke click two-week to drink a mall's the last wish was for it to pour more Warner in see out of tune PC has no place to be even here grid stock the coat from spinning on tops body to hot I would do with water till I am drowned around now or read Jupiter be used next lake baked cake font couple line is blank its up to cut by the Cher Lee next time spoon lives 52 later cancer a joke nor Tex wrote this way he can today night suspect to let us chatter the pieces until later way to the after what bills sound off key the door in puff above consultant soap bowls say that the big at G. Kin

1112 1999 12 a.m. Friday with dream of life

Broken the fixture made by blast Kin can non-of the girl to what is banned for the right along in a good to the time taken into the feeling of paper thinking goes to spread dead memories new lot.loops one with a night cry in mind soap opera levels Chris crops between out what daily given our links straight opt long borne home to do some home class class object shown hold toasted 8 6 and owed to lift it away now go to rid a scene by the way of time and solo of eye rest of being spreads like seas of a real I've shut pop out six like old Sioux wrote into six puppy look for a red rug will later to make the pain part of your bed cry about it in the rain of pain 99 drops tray slice East liver for a sure of golden silver hog art in for the pool speak dormant door those away to know are exactly like folk bowls stiff vacation now got a real I've for details of tax stiff and to right place in my football kickoff Pena Loeb moves the tier of crust spread wet eye not going to like to do anymore whilst cut my self with the editor nice in my mind couldn't say this word in your head to forget a bed moves a friend to know him it has been the brother of mine

You 11 states 1214 18 1999 11:48 a.m. 10:45 p.m. to 30 p.m. -- spot remover

Hound clowns downed to a down of a sound say the attitudes strong feelings of sound red enough through my mind water Brown used tripping on my four dead dancing sky is last one before the end to find lot when promises floats later where we set today only as July East anew some say that a question is not the right cancer what soul is it that they say looks at you now new Clark instead on a treat he hangs out birth bars crossed the page making lines in my 1000 mine is remembered now have away or so far been heard owned bidder to breathe French and falls in a way slower to coat light of morning remains lived well syndicate to the feelings of Loeb remembered pants average amounts this crack did I still few remain Knox of Kirk large cars creed and slick between the Tales and that Peacock's feathers pressed the together is she said to loan by a rid of letter designs tasks are rightly Pena made her crown John bright looking at fluorescent flowers glowing in neon rain something else trips by Monday and this is his Kin can today and flags in love grid their masters Lakes height by now you have read these words

2:42 p.m. 1118 1999 Thursday 3:12 p.m. 1119 1999 Friday -- some mock more than

For new horrified arise get some more exposure to change lab waves of payees in the bustling keep your words together like a way to hot cake pot in forest you at this a plan for greater self competition a strange kind of Paradise settles around us floats pool backed to find them sells tonal weird aren't appeals raw from abuse by freedom in the backyard we swing while Leon higher list spends the dance assassins today at peaking of flour triggering in win blooming sugar cues dancing in the antics of our minds as my ship left to go south for the winner waived by Easter's had never came back to see my trauma role none too soon condo like not even close enough but when night fields like Campbell on my heart as a dream a few senseless discovered on various drops of rain shaped Lakes food makes me take my side upside down an eye, Route potatoes are grouped by the side of the late get baked known roots and dust between hereto so receives long strains of yarn we stay Olds of Sun dogs Lakes get takes of Kin putting it in yellow gel remind and remember what kind of friends will find holding on too thin air when a.m. to sound counted as two or three none to get something that you don't need it just looked seen on Monday now we wait to these them again 10

1124 1999 3:15 p.m. -- 1125 1999 3:25 p.m. -- 1127 1999 by 30 p.m. by 30 co-op eye that idea

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1219 1999 9 p.m. -- cold hanging cyclicals

The stone cold and Rod nice broken under pressure spun during two nothing in tunes like Dade fear the pieces can be fixed no more and our garbage food to the parasites and Ponce gone in the spring fall boils grape gone to campus in obvious forms made color makes it backed this time Bunny cake detail and they fell in place the roads path split in all directions motions stopped height peak in on the children to find the ruling weakness I'd trips before I fell an open the door down ice gate by playing a small to the next few sells I've worked of the universe tube and a place full of the balance dirt stuck in my nose at the ballgame Jan Foote put a bed fame Europa soul only to find the space for it pretty to the nature of things it is with nothing helps Medicaid for you between the halos grouped colors this time bowel wall use depend to write the words on the page here thank you for writing reading this in your spare time to get some spare time now think a few your friends he became an here we go to adults is thereto to boy gift take you this ever so pool NT is not food enough to frozen beef cakes broke down to garbage into a rid will write the next words crossed the Interco acted to see use formats stone cold hanging cyclicals to me in 1220 1999 and midnight fund dreams blending takes to chicken effusions forever walking thoughts about companions sound looks after tree use such thoughts rare indeed

891997 625 am

2005-12-28T11:02:00.001-05:00

8-9-1997 6:25 am

I awoke dead to the world and i was not
Bound by the straps that kept me free
The beauty of one thing is the same as another
You see too few futures for me

I can see the future to be anything
could it be to far for that one thing
before time exposes the true soul of things
I must teach the same to be many things

Does it matter what my brown eyes see
how can that be to go there now
Shiver with me then go home alone
my heart does not have another way

desire for my thoughts of freedom
found excuses to make me wait again
I live on the road and sleep on the go
Do try dieing for you will not sleep again

Climbing to the sky and beyond i go
The straps hold none too long ago again
Blue in the beginning if i go to go
But in the end is the being of freedom

Are their lies worth the thoughts
or can their mind find that place
could you see me again or so alone
Tears of love in the end and now

If in 520 98 1131 pm

2005-12-28T11:02:00.000-05:00

If in 520 98 11:31 p.m. -- -- goal Bonnie that it

I care to show my lows for it is true for you can I not live alone anymore for it is stored for genetic Friday loneliness without you I'm walks you do I freeze and emptiness fills except for you I think I could not complete this halt except for you the world and is and we are to free to be together we love the taste of our kisses together mania cannot lose without you except the thought of us to the sexes we make all fixes just remove relieved our spirits anxious to start anxious to end the middle is meaningless we abuse our bodies and are simple lives to know and weigh-live the abuse down with the mile by you I did not enough to isolated by our freedom excused from ice it will not end again the TV plays cartoons and there's no offering a did not there to paranoid to move yet he moved too much when tied out another smoke it does not relax where all going on the fast-track no sign of relief ice sigh in the area schools business make me feel a full to go to stay neither realize the pain you grow like a fetus hanging on to nothing yet you make it by no one care is that I hello to him to good our still dead yet make me change Lotus fluid and transparent but real is true flowers for me and you are grateful display life was hard for you to know so long ago so now wars are ready free human may have a view found a

12:57 a.m. 521 98 -- -- watching not the ambulance

It leaves without a trace her cigarettes still in the ash red she does not fight for the war is within her mind I close my eyes and know why am alone again solitude to 2 my prison might place my spot despair beyond words along the mess of our aches keep to the train is of insanity paranoia and Farr's she could break began his yesterday but dealt fills torment torture teaching him on last kiss Dubai high am a week's go on bio fund that's lost forever to close to the word written in on this page she left just now as the memory Israel I write my feelings and fill a week fingers from just 911 and here and go tears for a fight globe will combat she's safe yet go on please calls in my words but I trust in time of et al. To fuel in the without a bottom the motions of non-planned to be asked a view and me together alone you're wrong pain too much too large and real love is in the handle its Paula's in words no frame of mine to wait for another word your love I love and this from me I can wait forever and today 30 men and you spend on and awaiting begins for your return kinds of non-move and alone in here no sounds or tone to us us must be together and make loves together again and love the pleasure on recall happiness and fund to shy we both yet open to the other's choice of love

623 98 8 a.m. -- wonder

As God are not discuss what to do with you we wonder we know it is right and taker advise widows wonder to parasite doses had influence will the wonder by many realities of songs don't play as a high from themselves and you us on could make today yet psychic slight doses make me real two-year lives you fix dinner hide guy half as bad began no friend to talk to except this tenant paper making me right cries from the next dimension of its mind of follow-up the path to remember when it was wars the seal of my skin disappeared and freedom was the lesion nothing really were L. expose to the excess noise of a crisp flesh crack going up feel the stress of another moon change feelings break tone cuts of color makes the real red and boom blue or and tasty the path is bowed as extremes bubbling out of the center in finance fears that never touch again once the extreme found Wally Pops lick me up and down but the screen said Shaffer all

7 819 99 -- lines from which are taken by surprise locks inside the monetary fade between life than that neither real enough to grasp like a bed TV cry was a flower I grew to wars the sun

9 799 by with Guzman mind and the blind eye would beat the ground and fractal high would break the sky and fly away to love the Bonnie Q. we make the world with our love with visible life of dreams come for

Want one to 2006 2 7

2005-12-28T11:01:00.000-05:00

Want one to 2006 2 7 p.m. qualities via a lucid moment to less nets

To view of it disappears like the dust in the win and Angels voice whispers of pleasurable mistakes tonight liquid colors grip dry 1 8 up Lester pie exposing the avoids remembered in eye is too wide to shut vanishing lines on this paper me to discuss us freed from kingdom, is but a minor he wore past the pleasure test only to please my mind rewarded with toys that waste more of your time forces of such a full in the waived patterns and less blank payees in our eye is never manifested in mind quick stabbed so food to break the continuity race to make a place that is better to wait in one of the pleasure but in a release of tension follows put the moment list as into the election spin forever fixed between here and now focuses Willard sound examples of ideas flawed uniquely at different glass poking holes in its on the floor of a broken place to lasting to the next time it needed when that was Brown for our taste in ideas of such reach that what is given allow cost rock in a garden of souls to few allowing the arts to raw for metal Dietz in Abu mean to transporting myself into the field where we discuss our last idea of the real that makes us green world loss in a flood of TV pearls of wisdom

The January 5th 2000 Wednesday 1 a.m. to 1:22 a.m. White new question

I will queue and to tell you to go to sleep but you never listen high rule this to tell you to meet this but you're illiterate I broke you to 60 to know you better than that I believe this to 60 but now you're more than that it does what he gave then you can keep addressing if they did what they do and we will do whatever is to his only I had done your hair I can see a chilly finish is an only if you're close to a cloud in my highs I will Casey in the movement is the tell sales signs of the chatter Guinness God waltz two pounds of seaweed blue mood in the morning what's weeks a couple of Steve for us three in the way is at the rats and smelling the like GE's into you love lives our hearts so freed from oppression in the amount food is put an even on sometimes anyway into my mind thoughts peaked Al looking for compassion tonight and the spin jumps to find the space for these words inner peace grows from limitless logo flights being inner love lives aware touching puts our pleasure Jewish a shelter inner freedoms knows now and use it to everyone inner thoughts lit down my spine to relax awhile inside meet lives up another me to small to be but it's very inside meet a keep our life forever knowingly and inside us we have more to know then we will ever go inside us we put everything and nothing remains less tell inside them is where we go did they are not inside us in new paragraph

Take composers

6 billion points of light focused tonight on one spread between the seasons of life like jelly broken sounds of thoughts crack all likes pointers large vacuum slot what is left up to Watts best pigment Jarvis sell their words today can slipping in the rain on hidden lost books pages tone declines the steps to the next level then not I know red color seems the thought jacket even days of souls to talk belt that needle of fish A. Knopf for that idea of it can't fade by me middle fiddle filled of us square holes like so boxes water pills for swimming in the beer phone

I plus you equals we can -- too -- 18 -- today 2043 p.m. 10:43 p.m.

I am not the bleeding and dying bone you pick at always I am at the shaking reaching us or if you abuse always I am the pain of debts so hard to queue company always and blood Kate and naïve so hard you trash me always high in the fire crack calling in your mind you try to forget I am a couple of blood you drink at breakfast to live San Marino flyer burning a your doubles how to view I'm the blank stair last by the change you make I'm the frozen meet Patti U. E. Ford inner alone you are alive but you think you're dead when you are you begin to rises when you full and before you find the end the know who's to be or else is you're asked today you walk too fast believe too soon when you there you grow you are slight branches and lakes like roots you make me less get you only cry and won't forget you think you know 10 know you think careless of me few weeks a leave the live two-way where were the we're here and they are there between us only life we're falling and they are go between us only one we know what we are they make does so small today we view of the scene between their eyes taking one more we forget to go when but we come out the same even still we make you and they make you but you make us we walked together with them and a master Pat we walked one by one in the end feeling shattered by and by we believe them they us but how fast we forget that 11:17 p.m.

Horrible of suppliers in June 27 2000

Bill stream mind the everyday where I was very quick to do the day is a blend and we used so often smooth his satellite on their skin riots on the dunes of light fueled to the win that stay together like the win is of Angels touching Crest forever between breaks in the real high smile at those delicate dreams of light gripping at this stream of ideas forming horrible scars broken insanity and lost forever alone and homeless stripped the wall love and boxed inside and a memory burned by the White if the darkness and there is no peace my thoughts burned mind line in the spiraling pools exploding touches on three Al Eddie Roche to greet me silent forces ripped through that perfect lives here dreams of red sparks to sleep on began fresh nails removed with flyer fingers burned broken bones broken again the fire can pretend secrets bells of painful pleasure is powers passed by symbols for way interview today by a light of burned eyes to weary yellow smells in full view of my our stolen sounds misplaced between each other sounds Sunset soon way use of flowers although the butterfly high in the sky sleeps on the win 3:30 a.m.

ToJuly 9 2000 pounding sounds 12:41 p.m.

Buddha goes to hear E. do in the ways to crack calling missing Dietz and lost the green mean burning that bring ideas to discuss or tell jokes the plants clear sack trip to on the Kansas plasma pleasures between two lamps to the name said one day to another buttons of bubbles like streaks on ice ponds pure strips of me passed on the streets be blades of grass cut the sky in ribbons wagons circles and half a gallon on-air sleek arrests stops of rubber flowers talked together scrapped from the ceiling of light like crisp sitcom among him to

A game of gun

2005-12-28T10:41:00.000-05:00

A game of gun

Around the Natives And their Guns For Killing
They run and hide or climb the trees in their backyard

[They do so without any problem]
Look at the children! some are dead too They are Killing each other Children w/ GUNS

Foreplay

2005-12-28T10:40:00.000-05:00

Foreplay
Thinking about it and you Know i am The quaking earth does as its Told getting wet from our Little sky i mind you
Making the world seem wrong after all isn't it Sparing small talk lets get around our fate Slid over the table and behind Their door you need not get strait over all The Foolish Bores

R

2005-12-28T10:37:00.000-05:00

R
1
    The thinking fishes R guessing R riddles R we getting somewheres in acting someway?     R wedding, a slight change of setting R we going somewheres by getting there?
2
    may R days be not known, like dreams R we breaking it into the sounds they hide     i know your dream i know my dream, but R days R we real as the essence of sound in R mind
3
    Does R evidence invite our questions R we making it easy to fly Higher?     Does R knowledge get in the way of us R we drinking the right drinks?

2005-12-27T14:15:00.000-05:00

on this road

2005-12-27T06:26:00.000-05:00

what ever

2005-12-27T03:18:00.000-05:00

world of worlds

2005-12-26T04:01:00.000-05:00

just a little something called eye candy

2005-12-24T05:44:00.000-05:00

my enemy's resource

2005-12-24T05:29:00.000-05:00

yelling at bill

2005-12-24T04:22:00.000-05:00

new music

2005-12-24T03:49:00.000-05:00

focusing in to a pitch element or not to a pitch the streaching a string

minamal streachies in time bots

2005-12-24T03:48:00.000-05:00

gimmy time

2005-12-24T03:20:00.000-05:00

send money please

2005-12-22T07:16:00.001-05:00

jesters in space

2005-12-21T08:23:00.000-05:00

what does the word "is" mean without using that word or any of the "be" ideas in the definition

what is the word "is" mean without using that word or any of the "be" related words in the definition like a what is being what is being awake Reality might be interesting with out thinking it needed to be defined to suit every being that exists yet if it exists is it real i think we need to talk to a real estate agent

not sure if this like gets you to xoet 12's blog

2005-12-21T04:57:00.000-05:00

crushing the wind and rain

2005-12-21T01:42:00.000-05:00

my couch potato spot where i read books as the tv goes

2005-12-19T06:14:00.000-05:00

eveolution of buddha from a flower into a bee into being of
the devolution of a feeling into a bluebird into pieces of our
the creation of a heart so strong that it beats till the day it

absolute farse

2005-12-19T04:47:00.000-05:00

do not click link

look at the interpositives just really wild party like colors
listen you organic objects of life open your eyes to the sky
{{{money send money please}}}
perfect listless duldrums positioned between them and us
very well if there is no money then there is no more to say

still what is money 114,128 what does it mean to you any
grove of cloves in a whole lot o bushes that walk thru the
often enough to love once in a wile in my sleep alone tone
music sound noise volume white noise aloids but not even
pressing for time

numbers to count one like fifty and two halfs or even taxs
gripes about the give and take of "it all" that we dont care
plus the number of thoughts inside our minds and our toe
refused to elude a better belief in the absolute cute farse

pointing at nothing

2005-12-19T03:57:00.000-05:00

the ever presents giving the colors of reality for theirs
is the way to Omni potent beings and doings with out
there ever now's of tomorrow's days gone by yesterday
into the freedom of thought and peace of mind that tastes
the vary still very quickly into domains and specify the

perfection without values or regrets where everything

there is more actual thoughts simultaneously then any thought
feeling its way into existence with vivid live genius develops
bliss exists with lists of reasons why we procreate as the roaches
live to create us again to do the same mistakes again one more

don't think it is the trap to think is to lose to know is to be nothing
yet ever being there too soon to know it is in the breath of life an
extension of lost dreams beyond the song and the again freedom to
differences between really real and not so fake quakes in pleasure

this blog has exploded again

2005-12-19T00:04:00.000-05:00

in a new world we dont go anywhere we have not been

this is a link to the game site where I play games

2005-12-18T03:23:00.000-05:00

Well I've posted my natal chart I guess I might be going a little too far with that but I really dont care. Well I care but I'm not too concerned about things being in this almost positive dream world I have not gotten any negative feed back from the net in a long time but that is neither here nor there....

dial the thing to yourself already

2005-12-17T02:09:00.000-05:00

another picture in my series of tiles

2005-12-17T00:49:00.000-05:00

comming soon to a blog near you my third attempt at bloging some titles i have in mind are "ur7i"or alien home worlds

transfigured nite

2005-12-16T01:16:00.000-05:00

heck fire partner what am i doin up this late?? ever open your ears and all you see is the picture on the left???

2005-12-14T18:30:00.000-05:00

you might wonder when that last enhanced image was taken or a taken from well this the the original photo although i could not make the photo again since the two computer I used to make it are gone....

this other photo though is of the oil "erl" painting i made and tried to upload with the enhanced photo even though i just got doubles of the enhanced one...

playing virtual new games that exist here..

2005-12-14T18:11:00.000-05:00

blogger roger merged out of hello into mellow real time executions of picture creations

whart yar looken ats is erl an brush with cotton puffs painted and morphed for your pleasure

"peacefulness is a virtue, knowledge is an asset" xoet 4 aka me

this job I'd like to get

2005-12-14T17:29:00.000-05:00

with this many eyes i could read five blogs a min or more for blogexplosion with out even exploding into N-space

2005-12-14T16:31:00.000-05:00

paranoid delusions

2005-12-14T11:27:00.000-05:00

you are playing a lot of games simultaneously

paranoid delusions

you are playing a lot of games simultaneously they are ganging up on you where do they come from what am I doing why can't I sleep

the shattered room keeps spinning again the three realities are breaking up apart from each other the realities are spinning in rainbows of shattered raining colours forcing my eyes to bleed forcing me to dream of the empty ex capes I once knew so well I am crazy I am mad gone to pieces broken pieces that don't fit together that never should have been put together in the first place there is nothing left to fall apart in the second place it still falls apart ... freaking out of my mind livid delusional traumatic dynamic cracks in realities that never mend but open further into the void broken broken pieces that make the phone ring the colours sent by wires that hold them in place the piercing metal attachments sticking my very being cringing with pain exploding insane the ashes of the darkness blocking the light spread to the never ending boundaries of all things real yet never knowing one another in the void of future lives I've seen this before a door to never be closed a door that will never open again for it was always open till the end.

will this blog post will I say hello can I say hello why does hello not work anymore ????

balancing the perfect and the imperfect

2005-12-08T07:45:00.000-05:00

testing your mind how does one achieve imperfect balance is there such a thing ??

2005-11-21T14:41:00.000-05:00

here is a tile i did in FE 2.02

2005-11-21T11:45:00.000-05:00

trying to max the processors again

2005-11-21T07:35:00.000-05:00

one more picture this morning

2005-11-21T07:14:00.000-05:00

again i change my desktop like the weather changes

2005-11-21T03:25:00.000-05:00

eight legged spiral vortex fractal

this cool graphic program

2005-11-04T06:29:00.000-05:00

this seems like the best graphic program ive seen for web based animations Really nice stuff to play with....

Showtime picture by Gail E Sauter

2005-10-31T05:37:00.000-05:00

I have found something new in life at least a description of something I've done but not know how to describe other than saying I painted outside in the air.....Plein Air...... is defined as just that and is used to describe how a painting is done just the other day I used a word thinking people would look it up if they did not know what it meant and now I have found myself doing just that just before I was about to email the artist I may still email the artist but that remains to be done so it just might not happen as things are I plan to study her site in hopes of creating similar works in the future...... Yes that is her sites link as the title of this web log entry....... So I guess I must send the email to her.......

the number 214 comes to mind now

I've been doing pastels since eighth that is weird the way we spell eighth just looked up what it reminds me of

Main Entry: EiÂ·gen
Pronunciation: 'ī-g&n
Function: biographical name
Manfred 1927- German chemist; awarded (with Ronald G. W. Norrish, George Porter) 1967 Nobel prize for chemistry for developing techniques for measuring chemical reactions
lookupchange('Eigen','lookUpDic');

from the Merriam Webster On line dictionary thatAOLlpeoplel can use when they want to

aaaaaaaaahhh such commercialism

of courseIi found the site by looking up the words "just for now" in the google web pictures section and it lead me to Gails site but I like the "Showtime" pastel work better the one above "Just For Now"

Mid blog crises

2005-10-31T04:18:00.000-05:00

on a second thought there is no way to say what I have to say so I will not say anything but that would just be too redundant absurd and intangerinable then number twenty the number twenty-one the number twelve, twelve, then there is the twelve valvules of Isis and the thirteenth day of the year when all hell breaks loose from its foot hold on paradise need not the divine be inter-twerined between paradise and the heathen it knew so well begiled alive into the pit of linear two dimension circuit boards that scream to go three dee forty five echo cords closer connections quicker elixers of tonic sonic sounds abounded by the sky as we get small intoo few words to effortlessly display the arrays in trimentions and exemptions pre-redemptions where ever we really want to think karoosed by lies and triceptions void of false tempo bistortions curtailed into another structure where the doctor of confusion is an illusion the delutes the view of forever ...

hey frank Im out of the hospital again

2005-10-30T20:51:00.000-05:00

Frank, Linda

went into to the hospital on Sept. 11 2005 for them to remove my infected hardware that was in my ankle and cure the infection, well that happened, it took till 10-27-05 but they were able to do it the thing is they gave me a second infection via the deep IV they put in my arm(PIC line) where the original infection was getting its antibiotics delivered to this second infection caused me to have fevers and chills seizures black outs a fever of 105 degrees and an irregular heart rate of 150-140 beats per min give or take a randomness making it irregular in other words they almost killed me heck i thought i had died

Once the second bacteria was under control and gone my heart rate slowed to 40 at nite due to the heart meds they had me on but now still on blood thinners and heart meds im out of the hospital doing well the real question is could this be malpractice and possibly a law suit some ppl say yes oh and does our Lawyer buddy Dave handle cases like this ??? that is if it is a law suit and such????

if you want you can forward this to him and ask I've lost his email address and lost contact with him also....

bill

"On this edge of the multi-dimensional realities there is life but it is not real yet."
Xoet 4

2005-10-30T18:25:00.000-05:00

this is my desktop now

universal time during the age of new physics

2005-10-30T18:22:00.000-05:00

most awareness Most awareness occurs during sleep then there is the waking awareness that seems transparent at first… then slowly it takes shape into what we want it to be but where does the awareness come from? Why do we have to shape it to our likings? Would it not be better if it were to just develop randomly without and within ourselves? Where do this questions come from? Who is asking them in my head or are they from your head that makes me want to write them for you to see and read and think about?? We know the answer and we know all the answers before there are even questions to make the answers justified!!! We know because we are in your head reading your mind know what you will do next and what you would never do and what ever you do don’t think we haven’t done it before because we have that is what I write about here in the blog of blogging bloggers don’t you remember reading this before I am sure you do because we remember typing it before just because

Sitting on a perch getting ready to join in the conversation a precipice of life the edge of space and mind bending and blending into the void leaving all doors open….. the bugs crawl into our minds because they don’t need the key to open doors that never get shut pleased with the ever falling ideas that… only explain the end not the beginning for we only what to to to but we have done all that before and are doing it all the time being here hearing this same song in my head

Chemical change in the waters of our lives the dust settles to the ground like rose petals falling from the sky into my eye into my mind I breath the same as Jesus breathed I see the same things that have always been things are real again

2005-09-05T19:36:00.000-04:00

did the background on xmas last year added the purple 9-5-5

2005-09-04T15:51:00.000-04:00

i have made a picture of a pitcher pitching

fourty four and twelve by twelve

2005-08-26T12:12:00.000-04:00

three's and four's four found on the floor rising up to meet the sky light streigthening the mind for the sound blocks in loops sputter rutter run dry today again it is sent to ten then by twelve volume control adjust the touch remember the tamber force the course create endorse remorse for too much force of course that rambles and studders by mention of invention determined to remember the dream of the 27 dimensional freeze complete with contant power allowed to know the snow of ice to knowledge in a fridge border broken fast token...

dial the dupleganger create the fake take that path less taken for the veiw never changes and the circle comes full circle and the echo breaks the silence of the river of energy that weights so much yet nothing at all two by two and twelve by twelve revolve about the center yet the center has a hole as deep as the sky itself and empties into the eyes you can not see us there because we are not here graven image of difficult poisen as the posibilities promote the decay of the radiation into groups of lesser know thoughts in vading the touch that breaks the details of the landscape where the birds fly and say to each other pick me no me and the cats look to know were the birds cant go and the birds wonder how were they there back then in the ten's and fourty four seven come eleven then there is the twelve by twelve again a place so small that it opens into your mind with walls that hurt you too and a floor so hard it brakes your mind open into pieces of blood and a neck bent out of size or shape that we will not describe the scribe who lost their way in there to say our texture excaped the sandwich rap and the noise boys and Gods own rainbow cryed that day to remember herself with rapture and essences of eve and here Adam 12 is but a one adam five alive and well in the soundless bells of nite birds today decades go by and none of this is there for the latter to climb non to go or fly the

comments i would like to have!!

2005-08-26T07:39:00.000-04:00

A comment like "duh" is always cool gives me the impression that you have looked a little at my blog or at least that entry

a comment like "whatever" is great it means I need to explain things a little more.

a comment such as "get a real life and stop wasting my time" means you probably don't care cause it makes no difference to you what I type

when a comment saying that my blog "is not good" in one word or less occurs I will look to examine the commenter's blog.

when a friend or someone I know comments on my blog then I try to reply

if there is a comment from outside the touch of two circles then the reply will be conscience of the comments meaning and form and details behind such said comment

2005-08-26T07:16:00.000-04:00

this one is called linear divergence

upon review of the details plus more theories?

2005-08-26T06:33:00.000-04:00

seems upon review ive put i and 0 and 1 in that matrix improperly but you know what i mean three things taken three at a time well that is three times three times three or 27 leaving 27 separate and unique points to consider during integration where x^3+y^3+z^3=r^3 and of course r is the distance in reality from the origin compiling and running the C program in a C compiler where you may not need some of the #includes will give you a lot of values for x, y, z, and r when we consider the fact that z is ofcourse imaginary one may be come confused not to worry humanity being one of the most violent species on earth will kill me before i will beable to explain the process it is very simple so lets keep things simple lots of things cancel and loop and intertwine and weave into the web of life and death and creation and beyond

and you thought i was going to discuse the negative aspects of the equations and there negative values well lets try lol cats are not as primitive as you think after long conversations and details only a bird could sing to me the evidence is in what am i typing this for no one reads it heck sometimes i dont read it a second time after it is typed and published...

so anyway moving right along four dimensions hence xoet 4 you might like to call it time NOT when was the last TIME ??? oh an how long was that last time anyway???? indeed we have thought of time as real for it makes us feel like we are doing something real thought is real?? the number nine of the last to reach ten spirals into the eyecells but only one then two then three we see the pinwheels of life like the third planet from the suns unholie blackspots that eat away at your mind till you fold the evil live into a box of numbers so complex that odipus rex makes mockery of the free and nieve

a light so slight these days of wane without pain ever said in my head and now yours the difference between 0,1,i is not understood yet let us introduce the negativation of creation ... lol

nothing nill void absent without

oneness whole integral presents I

unreal different unparted pleasurable [a noun goes here]

and so we thrive to divide into the blue blue yonder and wonder and wander when the nothingness is divided by the oneness we have everything real forever but if the nothingness is unparted into peices we have views from point outside of the whole and then beyond mostly

0=1=i=r give or take a few degrees of sanity in this upsidedown world of primitive tecknocolor televisions where what is here now was always there then before yesterday was tomorrow and today never ends

a broken real to real in the pipelines of infinity ripping the last letters on the keyboard into a bord piece of pressure points viewed for your pleasure in the dream of life that oneday you wake up from and think you missed the point!!!

triplet integration

2005-08-26T05:57:00.000-04:00

integration in three directions involves... first the basics

we imagine the three space because we have two eyes to view it with and combine that said picture into a three space hence it is imagined or imaginary thus three space combines the decarte two space grid synced together into by the mind into a three space we do this or each individual I i creates the imaginary space into three dimensions when we see or should i say when we create a computer that see's it needs to consider the imaginary parts and solve for them in the imaginary units this allows a processor and or workgroup of processors involved in the interpretation to concieve the 3d space properly for efficent replication.

as the integration of two dimensions is concerned it goes from x to y concerning a given mapped function that is know within that two space in real three space

yad yad yad what ever....tbc

2005-08-26T05:03:00.000-04:00

this fractal is called grid fixing

[x] [x,y] [x,y,z] there of the dimensions we know

2005-08-26T04:57:00.000-04:00

[x] :: 0=x

[x, y ] :: 0=x ; 1=y

[x, y, z] :: 0=x; 1=y; i=z such that i is the square root of -1 unit

{0}

forming a 2x2x2 square box four points with two dimensions the second pair

{0,0} {1,0} ::

{0,1} {1,1} :: being place behind the first and the lower second behind the lower first

thus we have 27 dimensions of triplets[x,y,z] in our 3x3x3 matrix

{0,0,0} {1,1,1} {i, i, i } :::

{0,1,0} {1,i, 1} {i, 0,i } :::

{0,0, i} {1,1,0} {i, i, 0} :::

{1,0,0} {i, 1,i } {0,i, 1} :::

{1,i, 1} {0,i, 0} {i, 1,0} :::

{1,0,0} {i, 1, i} {0,1,i } :::

{i, i ,0} {0,i ,i } {1,0, i} :::

{i, 0,i } {i, i, 1} {i, 0,1} :::

{i, 0,1} {1,i, i } {1,1, i} :::

Of course this is only within this part of the universe

mud in the river's run dry

2005-08-24T05:52:00.000-04:00

still wondering if the trails end will we fine enough for the sippy drippy drops to try every wonder funny honey lips sychik girl world of hippystars lard and eardrops in my minds off balance and falling down into the abysisical ism of on and in between there void and mind I find myself again i run to myself again i can not hide from myself for i know i have everything and need nothing but this island called earth active C++ plus maximum spelling insanity as i really get down on myself for decisions of key presses this fortyseven year fix into your and mine realitys find us alive again pleased we have not a record of past occurances that take things as they are rather than change the things that come intensive when at nine=time life intense suggesting a case of basket weavers in the forest of life visually timed into the new and the old and the inbetween must read someones poetry for there is meaning of Romantasisum curated rated and rational simple fantasy lost as i type anything no doubt it does not matter what I type offically i will type what ever i want and just remember last x-mas as a depression spread grew and fell swallowed up by the test that life imposes settled by Jesus in the highest and God in the LOVE of us we reflect back to it i it he she him her it them their they that is feelling we know what we forget to include and include what we know we should not the song i am listening to the commercail music should go away i will no now not ever again put commercial music on my computer i will listen to my music is better more more perfect than any 2000 lightyears from home or a disciplined indisciplined song of commercial origen for there is not a reason to make money or spend money or buy or sell music what is music but the counting of time that dropped into our ears and breaks our mind into peices of lint and double dusted eggrolls of jelly morton a beagel these word look like they are spelt wrong and i do not care anymore if they are or or are not not that i could not take the time to change there spelling for your benefit but they are for my benefit to write not your benefit to read so stoped reading you need not know any more than what i can type that you can make sense of but then the virus of song is in your mind

I have change the computer now and put a reinstall of the OS onto it hence i have lost all my windows medea player licences to all the music ive put on my computer and now every song needs a new licence hence i will only listen to perfect music on my computer ... witch is my music not yours the music ive witten for myself by myself to help myself without the need of a liecense your licensed music is bad evil and not worth the cd it is recorded on...!!!!

I'll admit it makes me angry never to hear your music again but you have chosen to licensen it and hence making it worthless to me and time consuming to put it back onto my computer to play again since it is non inspiring uncreative and dull luckly i have over 203 hours of my music on the computer that i can listen to not to mention the videos and tapes ive made that are not on the computer ...

2005-08-23T02:39:00.000-04:00

very old fractal I made

a^2+b^2=c^2 vs x^3+y^3+z^3=r^3

2005-08-23T02:28:00.000-04:00

we know the first 2d equation well heck we created a calculus around it but again it was very 2d in 3d we need a new calculus just as in four d also this is the workings of a teckno magi i hope to explain the workings of 3d to this planet earth and its ppl in order for them to continue with the workings in 4d successfully you talk of 10 or 11 dimensions but you dont understand the three you are even in!!!

when you listen to the thoughts in how you do things there are no more natural progressions and things are never simple

the multiple integration does not work with more than a double variable situation once in three space things break down as you will see there are ways to consider 3 gravitational forces of three objects at once... remember that that equation by Newton only dealt with 2 objects (side tracked now by local naming conventions)

in another galaxy in another time we were all there in our mind

if you know the three weights relative to each other (based on e=mc^2 (the final 2d equation)) you will not be able to solve their individual attraction vectors because partial differential equation theories lead to erroneous results when you do not consider 3d new calculus equations analysis (that will be explained at in a later blog)

at this point ive considered rewriting the history books to include three dimensions ie to the power of three and subsequent sin cos ext extsin extcos coext (exsin is the 3rd function needed in 3d the others of course are postulates there of) wait till the discussions on multidimensional travel!!!

I've always wonder why i never see 3d matrixes ?? or a matrix of matrixes to go further well this is for another time.

we need to expand all the equations in to 3 dimensions if we are to solve any kind of 3 d equation in a relative way

probably the probability you have invented is also two dimensional but I will get there too within this lifetime or the next few....

but following is the simple c program that solves the equation x^3+y^3+z^3=r^3 for whole integers the first 60 or so sets

/* filename: Some Now */

#include <stdio.h>
#include <string.h>
#include <math.h>
#include <stdlib.h>
#include <stddef.h>

main()

{

int a=0;
int b=0;
int c=0;
int d=0;
int i=0;
int j=0;
int k=0;

char r='r';

for ( a=3; a<1000; a++ )

{

for ( b=3; b<1000; b++ )

{

for ( c=3; c<1000; c++ )

{

for ( d=3; d<51000; d++ )

{
i=(a*a*a)+(b*b*b)+(c*c*c);

j=(d*d*d);

if (j==i && k<61)

{

printf ("%i,%i,%i,%i,%i,%i,%i, *",a,b,c,d,i,j,k);
k++;

}
}

}

}

}

scanf("%s",r);

}

peace out for now

xoet 4.12

soul interchange 101

2005-08-21T15:02:00.000-04:00

mine on a mountain top mine on the ocean door opens the egg of void and girl lights settle ripple the in colors of joy intense out of time begins before I start to remind lobotomy a touched brain is not real. Says this is still but moves off the river into that ocean in the sky dark with ever present envelopes read and green. mixtures of mistakes and processes frozen in temptation burning of desire and credence xoet moves for xoet is for xoet alone and in the end when it lobes are exposed to light the night will darken and form a line. pans from side to right it breaks the sound so the sound it breaks slightly again noise to note and the cigarette smoke.

2005-08-20T10:39:00.000-04:00

it is the nite of the day

ambition of U7ir

2005-08-20T10:12:00.000-04:00

traveling too

a quest for the best

a find in mind

a life forgotten

when we see our dream

juxtapose the fire

mousetraps the dragon

it screams like hell

smoking a group of souls

pins that penetrate time

told of shadows without faces

poems without words

sounds of the sound of words

written in emotions but the word

is just a sound to hear free of meaning

disbelief of idioms alike fond of night

do you want to read more of this lore

I do not want this to be read none

of this... this magic fades the prophesies

exposure to the corporate rats brake my

questions into false truths untouched

I am a Roman but in my life

lives I have never died

roaming like a gypsy space runner

what is must is but what is it is not it

value your freedom I hide from you in the open

open in this is true I can not say

::smiles:: I give up my life and I lie

thinking of me as them I know ourselves

as poetry goes this instant is without

managed discipline doing nothing of anything

the ringing in deaf ears still inside

form alphabets of sound and specs of dust

here I leave you with this fix-tion I've devoured

locked in my memory of ideas I've known

assuming yet another person does as me

point of view why it is so bad in the now

and yet not success he is thought of as now

but it is different to see the errors when they

are not success but in the end they are better

better than my trust of Jesus my faith in you

Jesus within is divided into parts but not apart

these things of form and matter don't matter at All

All is void yet alive and well but there was a way

you are who you know I am also (all so) alone

comments on an interview of Bob Dylan concerning "Love and Theft"

The Earth knows no bounds

2005-08-20T05:36:00.000-04:00

the meek shall remain anonymous

U7ir

2005-08-20T05:30:00.000-04:00

a drama of drama's a deep dream today foreboding living inside the hide of the free in a tree in a kinda sky that has never been see because you can not see what I see just what I resemble and then as I tremble today in a way to weird to believe the spell is broken and an apple falls on to tell's head adhering the sound of noise and that noise of hedges that ruse the leaves that will fall no more and the trees that die today for their cries so deafening that I stumble into insanity lanced by orcas will that is the destiny today in the news written on a pizza pie that is littered with green lines and red spots tell the tea leaf lies and open the void into the other mind behind mine

distant to me time is not saved anymore but forever frozen together in a relief of gifts called the present forced open by dead war victims not knowing they were or we are in. vivid insane lucky I guess to die easily I have, no time crept for the door that looks in to the mirror of our eyes flashing and out of focus again. the cameras crept back to picture where we placed some dye in my eye behind the cameras eye.

as a young child I hid in corners not to be found a game of hid and sought I was the monster and I was chased into the void with God we fought there hidden in air the ether of mythos with my weapons I designed to kill Him .. He died I had saw it through in the steps of life he was dead dead to me alone yet no one knew till now. till I came to know that we all knew He had died and I was the Roman with the sword they did say. and this is not a story I've made to understand but a past I pay for everyday as the pieces of the Ultimate Reality fall together between my fingers and into my mind.